Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Letters to The Universe (Letter Number Four)

Dear The Universe,

You answered my previous letter a little faster and more direct than expected. You triggered a sequence of events that led to me feeling both happy and bad at the same time. It's time i explained a little...

Remember just after sembreak last year? Yeah, that point in time. Well, whatever happened there shaped the beginning of my high school life. i thought that i could deal with it on my own because i'm stubborn that way, but it didn't turn out so well.

Relating it to "the now," i'm glad i have support now. In my last letter, i was talking about my family and how it's not doing so good. The week after i made the letter, you responded through one of my teachers. We were at the Parent-Teacher Conference, and you decided to tell my mom about what was happening to me through my teacher. She didn't know, but she helped me, and i must thank her. Ever since then, my mom's been helping me with the matter of "that." She's actually helping me more than i could have helped myself, and my dad's legal knowledge, especially now that the government's been making a cyber law, is a significant contribution to the incident.

You, The Universe, really are hard to understand. You got my mom involved in a personal matter through a teacher because of my own actions. Somehow, you make this happening seem like it's my doing, but it's still yours.

Lately, i've been thinking, and they're not just normal thoughts, but they're spiritual questions and seriously deep. i've been having problems trying to find the answers to the questions, so i'd really like it if you could help me out with answering them.

On a side-note, i've also been having trouble sleeping. i don't know why.

Thank you once again for your correspondence.

your tenant,
aris